I'm not so good at talking about my feelings, but I didn't want my thoughts to go unsaid — so I thought a letter for my love would be best.
I still remember the day we met vividly. That day under the bridge — who would have thought we'd be together? But I am so glad that I met you that day and walked with you. I just got the feeling that you would become a part of my life.
We have made many memories together, but the one when we went to Fulahari is the best. The day we went there for the first time — that was the perfect unspoken date for me, to this day. All those moments, all those unspoken feelings, the happiness in the air. Truly speaking, I don't know what happened after I left you that day — it's all blank. I just have the memories of you. Thinking about that day still brings a smile to my face. Not only that day — thinking about you makes me happy.
You were the one who helped me and showed me the light when my life was pitch black. You loved the hopeless person that I was and told me not to give up. I just wanted you to know — you are the one person I cannot lose. You are my inspiration and my love.
I don't tell you often, but I have unending respect for you and how you handle everything. Your integrity is amazing. You have an amazing heart. Those small things you keep doing, those small pep talks to cheer me up — they keep adding to my already never-ending list of things that I love about you. Whether it's "Don't worry, I will always be there for you" — it meant a lot to me.
This letter is still not enough to capture all those never-ending late-night talks, the way I feel about you. I just can't find the words for how I feel when I am with you. It's like I'm in a happier version of the world. It's like I am complete with you. You become happy with small things — you are just adorable when you are happy.
I want to live with you, grow with you, be happy with you, bear pain with you, and smile with you. You are the one I wanted to be with for my lifetime. You are the one I wanted to marry. You are the one I want to share all my sorrow and joy with. I want to see us holding hands and arguing about our little stupid things when we grow old. I want to hold your old wrinkly hand and kiss it.
I want to grow old with you.
